The Cum Up
the worst he did was misunderstand me
the damage you inflicted was understand and mishandle me
massaged with sweet words to derail me
cloud and coddle me
share the same flesh we
my body aches, why?
how old am i?
who? ah, yes, i!
twenty-nearly-seven pounds of rice atop me
seven-hundred eighty-three thousand grains of rice, pressing down upon me
a one-nearly-million giant load atop me
fetch me a paper towel, ick! it sticks up on me!
body buried, shall i eat my way out
to the top? climb on top? oh-k!
let me rise, let me cum, up!
to the heights of your fantasy
tits ass ass ass, she
ass tittie tits titties, seek
plenty, i am, me
female born you yellow look
female i claim yellow wi am
masculine your gaze soft my body you assess
ah, unfiltered jargon, i digress
lift your fucking gaze off me
is what i mean to express
“open your lips and twirl your tongue for me, baby”
no, i fastened a chastity belt on my mouth, “baby”
locked it up tight so lift your pleas off me, quick!, “baby”
mine it’s mine it’s mine mine mine
close your ears shut your eyes speak no more to me, “baby”
talk no more while you touch me, “baby”
“baby baby baby” i’m not your baby
“baby baby baby” i’m not yours, “baby”
teach me how to dance through air like you do, baby
you float across the breeze of my memory that sticks thick like molasses, baby
all my strength exerted is shown in slow-mo, baby
you smile as you twirl and i admire you, baby
keep doing you but take me with you, baby
leave me but stay close to me, baby
leave forever stay near never forever, baby
keep you high talk you down is what i do, baby
mama’s hand keeps me low in slo-mo-lasses, baby
can’t you see your fresh waters are my shark-filled oceans, baby?
queries reside as bricks in my chest, baby
these stones evaporate and spread like poison, baby
they infiltrate me and reach you as resentment, baby
so listen less and feel me, yes, baby
yesterday not today tomorrow but maybe one day, i’m yours, baby
igloo in the clouds
An ice cube held sacred in the library that surrounds me
I keep you frozen in my rememory here in the fourth dimension
But it’s time to fly
grounded now peaceful on the cloudtops
Catch me as I’d catch you should I fall
Til then find fire
in flickering lights
amidst sweltering nights